Help Me God...

I wonder how it must have felt
When David stood to face Goliath on a hill
I imagine that he shook with all his might
Until You took his hand, and held on tight

'Cause You were there, You were there
In the midst of danger's snare
You were there, You were there always
You were there when the hardest fight
Seemed so out of reach
Oh, You were there, You were always there
You were always there

So there he stood upon that hill
Abraham with knife in hand was poised to kill
But God in all his sovereignty had bigger plans
And just in time, You brought a lamb

'Cause You were there,
You were there
In the midst of the unclear
You were there, you were there always
You were there when obedience
Seemed to not make sense
You were there, You were always there
You were always there

So haven't I learned that my ways
Aren't as high as Yours are
And You alone keep the universe
From crumbling into dust
You are God and though we would
Not have understood You
There You were

Hanging blameless on a cross
You would rather die than leave us in the dark
Every moment, every planned coincidence
Just all makes sense
With Your last breath

You were there, You were there
During history’s darkest hour
You were there, You were there always
You were the Victor and the King
You were the power in David's swing
You were the calm in Abraham
You are the God who understands
You are the strength when we have none
You are the living, Holy one
You were, You are and You will always be
the Risen Lamb of God

You were, You are and You will always be
The Risen Lamb of God

`- Avalon

where are you God...
where are you now...
you promised you would be with me always...

Why are all these things happening to me?

Are you there, when it seems impossible to win the battle against such wicked tyranny?
I'm trembling with all my might now...
Its really happening to me...

I can't win against such hate against my people...

Hold my hand, my God.
Whisper into my ear and tell me you are there...
Be my shield and my fortress...
And I will praise you all the days of my life...

Are you there, when all my life work shatters into nothingness? When I fall down from such a height, such a confidence... That I feel I may not ever recover again?
I lost my battle...
But I realized that it has been my own battle I have been fighting all along..

God, in all His sovereignty - had better plans
Lead me, my God.
Push me into the path that leads to your battle.
I don't want to be fighting for myself...
I want to be fighting for you..
And when the battle is won, I will hug you so close and I know you will say I fought well...


Dear God...
It seems so bleak now... I can't even move..
No... I don't even know where to move now...
I can't get into university without my portfolio now.. is it Your will?

I really don't understand...
You gave me this song, and it seems that my whole future is so unclear now..

I worked for you, and I worked hard...

Will you forsake your servant?

Why do you let this happen to me?

I thought you said that you love me...


is this how you treat the child you love?


my life is at its darkest moments and hardest crossroads... and just when I'm about to take a step forward, your light suddenly disappears...

I've lost so much faith and trust..

oh God... you held me so close before.. where are you now?

where are you now????!!!!

I do not doubt that You exist, because I know you do..
but you said that you love me.
if by dying on the cross satisfies everything, I want to die on the cross too..

you said that you love me...


father... prove it.